The subject line pretty much sums it up. I'm just having a really bad day today and am realizing how much it sucks not having any good friends to talk to about it. I have no one to talk to. No one. I sure as Hell can't talk to my husband about anything..at all. He's in his own little world that I'm not a part of any more.
I posted something on Facebook earlier tonight about how much it sucks not having anyone to talk to. Within minutes, I started getting texts from people asking if I'm ok. I guess I should be glad that they care but part of me feels like they don't take time to talk to me any other day of the week but now I'm supposed to dump everything on them, and now they wanna act like they care?
Some days, I just feel so alone and like I have no one. Like I'm stuck in this little box all by myself, invisible to my husband and to everyone else. I don't know what my future holds for me right now but sure as Hell feel like my existence here is futile.