REALLY Big Scary Spiders

I really haven't been in the blogging mood lately. Not sure why. I've been spending a lot of time working on the crafting business. Making some new items, taking photos and editing the photos getting ready to put them up on our Etsy shop. I finally got a few things up there, I think I have 4 items up there so far. Would love if everyone could check it out! B and D Novelties and Gifts

Nothing exciting or interesting has even happened since the last time I posted here because my life is that f'n boring. Maybe that's why I haven't posted in here for awhile.. because I've had nothing interesting to even write about. Hubs has been working a lot which is good for paying the bills but it's still JUST paying the bills. I need and want a job so freakin' bad but it's kind of impossible with no vehicle and the hubs' hours because we never know what time he is going to get off of work. Sometimes it's 3:30, other days it's 6:30. Even with a part time job, most places close in the evening so I wouldn't even have time to work by the time he got home. Kids are about to be out of school and even if I found a job in town within walking distance, I'd have no way to get them to the only daycare place in town. Ugh. It's so frustrating. I'm feeling like I wasted two years of my life in college, going to school, doing homework, writing papers...for nothing. It's been so long I'm worried that if I get a job now in the medical field, I'll have forgotten half of the shit I learned. I'll have to get out my old books and notes, lol.

Yes, this is the actual spider! I can't believe I got this close to take a pic!

Ohhh, here's some excitement in my life. The other evening I was taking the dog out to go potty and when I came in, I noticed this huge fucking spider inside next to the garage. Hubs wasn't home. The girl was with hubs and the two boys were with me. Boy #1 hid in the house while boy #2 and I tried to deal with the arachnid. I'm scared of spiders.. like terrified and wasn't about to get close enough to step on the fucking thing, not to mention it was huge and would be disgusting on the bottom of my shoe! Boy #2 and I got some big rocks and were throwing it at the spider trying to chase it back outside screaming like little girls. It wasn't cooperating. I hit it with a rock a couple of times and noticed it was kinda limping and I actually started feeling guilty (are you fucking serious, conscience??). I was doing something else and next thing I know, boy #2 had a big rock that he put on top of the spider and then stood on the rock. I heard the most hideous snap, crackle, pop smoooosh I have ever heard!!!!!! Just thinking about it makes me want to dry heave! I have never seen a spider that big in person apart from at the zoo or a tarantula behind glass. I can't believe this thing was IN my house! Well, it was KIND of in our house..  there is a door leading out of our kitchen that has 3 steps, and once you go down the 3 steps there's a little hallway to the garage and it was in the little hallway. So it wasn't EXACTLY *in* the house, but damned close enough and could have easily been in the kitchen or the bedroom! Now I'm so freaking paranoid!! Could you imagine one of these things in your bed?? No.

Oh yeah, and happy Mother's Day to all the mommies out there tomorrow! I'm sure nothing special will be done for me.. the kids made me some really cute cards and stuff at school.. I'm sure hubs won't do anything though.. I'll most likely spend the day doing the same dumb crap I do every day.. dishes, cleaning...etc.. Yay.