Nothing exciting or interesting has even happened since the last time I posted here because my life is that f'n boring. Maybe that's why I haven't posted in here for awhile.. because I've had nothing interesting to even write about. Hubs has been working a lot which is good for paying the bills but it's still JUST paying the bills. I need and want a job so freakin' bad but it's kind of impossible with no vehicle and the hubs' hours because we never know what time he is going to get off of work. Sometimes it's 3:30, other days it's 6:30. Even with a part time job, most places close in the evening so I wouldn't even have time to work by the time he got home. Kids are about to be out of school and even if I found a job in town within walking distance, I'd have no way to get them to the only daycare place in town. Ugh. It's so frustrating. I'm feeling like I wasted two years of my life in college, going to school, doing homework, writing papers...for nothing. It's been so long I'm worried that if I get a job now in the medical field, I'll have forgotten half of the shit I learned. I'll have to get out my old books and notes, lol.
|Yes, this is the actual spider! I can't believe I got this close to take a pic!|
Oh yeah, and happy Mother's Day to all the mommies out there tomorrow! I'm sure nothing special will be done for me.. the kids made me some really cute cards and stuff at school.. I'm sure hubs won't do anything though.. I'll most likely spend the day doing the same dumb crap I do every day.. dishes, cleaning...etc.. Yay.