This week has been pretty good and went very fast. Kids didn't have school today because of ice, so they were stuck at home with me. It wasn't bad, I bribed them with doing something fun if they did things for me (like clean the living room and front porch) heh heh.
So I've been spending the week trying to work on ME. It's going pretty good. I'm taking small steps and making tiny goals instead of one great big goal. Right now, I'm working on controlling my thoughts and my hunger. When I feel hungry or begin thinking about the cookies in the kitchen, I try to stop and make myself think about if I really NEED it. This is going to be the most difficult part of the whole thing. Controlling my food addiction. .. Anyway, I have resurrected my old blog to post all of this stuff on. The first post will be some time tomorrow, check it out Journey To A New Found Me.
Last Saturday I ended up going to the little get together by myself because my husband had to work late. It was actually really fun. We all brought food and it was dee-lish! We had quesadillas, homemade mini pizzas, shredded chicken sandwiches, and cake! Mmm, oh yeah, that probably wasn't too healthy, huh?? This Saturday, we are having a spa day/girls day in. It's just going to be us girls dying hair, doing facials and make up, painting our nails... and a few cocktails. I'm looking sooo forward to it!
Oh yeah, I had another job interview Monday. The woman came and got me and took me to a room where there were 4 more women waiting to do the group interview! what the crap??! I wasn't prepared for a group interview! Luckily, they were all older ladies that have known each other for years and were joking around the whole time. It seemed to go really well. But, if they do offer it to me, I don't think I would be able to take it. It's only part time and as needed, so I'd only work when they needed someone to fill in. It's for two different offices and both have different hours. The first office works 6:30am - 2:30 pm, and the other works 8-4. My problem would be the 6:30 am time. I would have to leave at the same time as my husband and no daycare is going to be open at 5:30 in the morning. I also wouldn't want to drag my kids up and out at 5 in the freakin morning. We don't know anyone in this town that could just come and stay in the morning, and I cant take them out of town because they will have to go to school. The only option would be if my husband can change his schedule to second shift. I don't know how easy that would be though. Agh.